Monday, September 01, 2008

I admit most of the time i easily got angry...

but because we only can meet once or twice a week...

and i know u wanted to balance up spending time with your friends... family and me....
but sometimes have to see the situation ah...

like u gotta POP next next wednesday... I was so looking forward that we can spend more time together... because we really had lesser time together compare to last time...and u should know after your pop.. your training will gets tougher and lesser free time...

i know you always tell me and remind me that u will spend more time with me.. but u think of it.. can you really do it?

example the tioman trip plan... 3D2N.. u cant make it cos u say its very rush for you.. ok.. i understand....
then i tot of sentosa trip.. booking one night.. and we can play those games like at luge.. suntanning.. you say nt worth the money... okies.. then i listen to you...

and i wanted to take 2 days leaves to pei you... u say dont need so many days... u say wanted to spend time with your friends..then i requested you to pei me have lunch with me on thursday during my work.. you say okie... was happy to hear that.. that u coming down...

but things seems like getting different

firstly.. thursday you say going outing to sentosa with your bunkmates which could take the whole day...

then secondly friday and sat your family got chalet... you asked me to go... i really very happy..
but the thing is.. i really wish can spend really alot more time with you since we got the chance to...but cant you feel that i want to spend time with you ONLY?? cant you feel it??

so after hearing what you told me..it realli spoil my mood... cos you going sentosa in the morning how can u pei me for lunch.. you say you don mind come down.. but pls.. u at sentosa.. its like a east and a west.. how to... and i not that bad hearted to let you come all the way down for only an hour then go back..
and so... my mood really not good... very disappointed...

then... regarding the sms after we talked halfway on phone and cut off.. i was too sad to chat with you on phone at that time.. thats why i sms you back saying chat tml... and u can really ignore me the whole night after that... not even a good night msg... im really feel so sad and heartbroken ... especially when i keep holding my hp wishing that you will msg me...

but you seems obvious that you didnt even care...

my heart really very pain.....

what should i do....

my tears rolling non stop...

Cry out loud....

As Joyful As I can 10:55 PM
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