Friday, May 22, 2009

emm.. this week seems not very smooth for me ya..

suddenly feels like ime one in big big debt..
dad is jobless now and he had lots of bills which have yet paid.. accumulate till huge amount.. sometimes i really just wanted to heck care cause i really dont like him to spend all the money buying those 4d . He can buy but at least control himself la.. hais..

And now he knew that POSB bank loan interest is not very high and he want me to use my name to apply loan... what the hell.. im not the who need the money lor and now he is jobless.. how is he gonna pay the loan every month? really don understand... so now..... no choice again... my mum dont want to help n i have to...

really making me freaking stress... not like i got siblings that can share and help one another.. now e prob is im the only child and have to pay all his bills.. actually the money is for my school fees which starts next month and partially my aust trip savings.. so what the hell... all gone..

n i really wanted to share with my closest ones yet not by my side anymore... so ya... although i did told my buddy about it.. but that feeling is different...hais.. nvm la.. forget it...

hopefully everything will get better and better ba...

emm.. now says something happy.. but only yesterday la... went to east coast with .. and listen my naggings and my family probs.. and then i suddenly wanna play the diao diao... machine for catching those soft toys one.. and guess what... just $1 and i caught hello kitty ! at first like stunned awhile and then LOL.. yeah yeah... thats the only time im happyy.. real happy..

and i also bought this special sweet that spray into your mouth.. it sounds cool to me so ya i tried.. and it disappoint me... haha.. not nice at all lor.. yucks...

ok la.. im going out le!!! haha... coming coming!

As Joyful As I can 7:07 PM
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