Friday, March 25, 2011
Back together...
Darling, i know this back together is giving both of us the chance again... so i really really cherish alot and to do my very best. I really hope you too will do your best and open up your heart to accept me again.
actually there's many many things i wanna talk to you.... but you realli not a good listener lo..! =X maybe to you is a very naggy things. and so.......... i write it down here instead you hearing me talk will be better right? =P
emmm ok... actually i know that you really enjoyed the days without me.. cos no need to report... no quarrels... not stress and can do what you want to do without telling anybody... but now we make a deal that we have to try our best..... but this 2 days... all is i start contact you .... i know maybe u still in your enjoy world... but somehow once awhile you shld think of your partner feelings too... i know you now only love me like 15%... but it shldnt be keep in your mind cos more or less this will affect you alot and make you don feel like doing anything.. so you shld try putting this aside and just be normal... i actually feel abit hurtful when i see you like this...like not opening your heart for me .. still hanging your way...
Past is the past... we shld look into present and future.. becos.. we cannot change the past already and so we only can do what we can in the present and the present will reflect to our future life. its a linked thingy. we cant keep hold onto past .. we shld move on....
i tell you a story about my love for you.... i donno if i write this and after you read le will make you feel better or angry or agree what i said... ok... so Starto!
when we first started together actually i'm not really into you.. i think u know too right? but slowly... i can feel that you trying your best to make me happy.. try to buy things that i like and dote me... slowly i tell myself.. its time to open up my heart for you.. cos i can feel you are serious for me... and so i feel more secure and put my feelings for you... but off cos in between theres somethings that you do and make me really stress and scare... which is *Soc*. i know all guys like *soc* but yours to me is different... cos you got bet and not those small amt type.. at that time im really very scare.. i donno shld i give up you....but the first incident.. you promise me that if i don like it..you will stop... and this.. i trust you and love you more again... but on and off you still bet and bet more and $$ lost more... i really donno what to do that time..i admit many times i wannt end this..but when i think back...all i know is you really dote me and i shldnt becos of this and leave you. instead i shld stay by your side and give you support and to get through hard times together... this is what a relationship must have... no matter your partner is sick badly or did something very wrong.. we must forgive, forget n stay at our boyfriend or girlfriend side... this is what i always told myself and so... i slowly accept it and endure it le... off cos there's things like Mahjong all this i at first also don like and not used to it.. but becos i believe you will treat me good in future and so i know its worth it. and thats not the only reason why i love you so much and nv give u up.. another reason is i can be sure you will be a very good husband... maybe not good boyfriend but husband.. becos you love your family.. no matter what had happen to your family... especially those sudden things... $$ things... you sure will try your very best to help and you are a very talented guy. you know everything abit by abit... like paint house... house wiring and so on... whenever i see you sweating doing all this repairing... i always feel so proud of you... really. so this is why my love for you starts to grow each day.. although sometimes you really do things i dislike... but all i don care and it totally no affect me cos everytime after quarrel..i will always think of your good side only and everything will be back to normal.. this is a courage for myself to love you more.
okays so i ended my story...=D i hope you know what im trying to tell you... i donno will you think through it and agree what i said..and i donno if you got listen to the song i tell you de... there's a lyrics saying "你還是有一堆毛病改不掉,拗起來氣得仙女都跳腳,可是人生完美的事太少,我們不能什麼都想要. " cos during the rest period... you always ask me... is this what you want? think first.. so actually in relationship.. not everything we wan we must have. not everything can go our way.. relationship involve you n your partner cannot just think one way... everything we do.. no matter is family.. career or love life.. we are seek to be fair to everyone right? at work you also wish your sir will treat fair to you . like if your senior teach you their way of handling work but you think can do another way which you more comfy... is the same like you cant always think have to go your way.. so u know what i mean?
i can tell you that among all my boyfriends.. you are the only one that i see your manly, your responsible side which i really very proud of it. so after telling you all this... i hope you will open up your heart for me to show you how much i really care for you ... i know there's things you dislikes about me, you must tell me... so that i wont repeat the mistakes or i can try to avoid. if you never tell me i will keep repeat till you cannot stand it and that will affect your love for me.. do you think is fair which i nv get the chance to do better? like you also keep repeating the same things but did i becos of this and really stop loving you? i hope this time you can throw away all the past and look into now de me. not last time de me. if still stay in the past and you still doing the way you treat me in the past .. things will be the same again.. you know what i'm trying to say? to have a relationship is easy... but to maintain a relationship its hard and takes alot alot of time to understand and endure. please ah.... i not rushing or stressing you ah.. think of another way why i will say this to you..just trying to make things better. but if you dont agree what i say then also like that... this is individual thinking. =D
last thing to say is... i wish you never give up on me and also never give up u n to let me proof to you i can and you too. cheers!
PS: Loving you...
(''''),,('''') (''v'') (''''),,('''')
(....... 'o') ''V'' ('o' ...... )
(@)...(@) ..... (@)...(@)
actually there's many many things i wanna talk to you.... but you realli not a good listener lo..! =X maybe to you is a very naggy things. and so.......... i write it down here instead you hearing me talk will be better right? =P
emmm ok... actually i know that you really enjoyed the days without me.. cos no need to report... no quarrels... not stress and can do what you want to do without telling anybody... but now we make a deal that we have to try our best..... but this 2 days... all is i start contact you .... i know maybe u still in your enjoy world... but somehow once awhile you shld think of your partner feelings too... i know you now only love me like 15%... but it shldnt be keep in your mind cos more or less this will affect you alot and make you don feel like doing anything.. so you shld try putting this aside and just be normal... i actually feel abit hurtful when i see you like this...like not opening your heart for me .. still hanging your way...
Past is the past... we shld look into present and future.. becos.. we cannot change the past already and so we only can do what we can in the present and the present will reflect to our future life. its a linked thingy. we cant keep hold onto past .. we shld move on....
i tell you a story about my love for you.... i donno if i write this and after you read le will make you feel better or angry or agree what i said... ok... so Starto!
when we first started together actually i'm not really into you.. i think u know too right? but slowly... i can feel that you trying your best to make me happy.. try to buy things that i like and dote me... slowly i tell myself.. its time to open up my heart for you.. cos i can feel you are serious for me... and so i feel more secure and put my feelings for you... but off cos in between theres somethings that you do and make me really stress and scare... which is *Soc*. i know all guys like *soc* but yours to me is different... cos you got bet and not those small amt type.. at that time im really very scare.. i donno shld i give up you....but the first incident.. you promise me that if i don like it..you will stop... and this.. i trust you and love you more again... but on and off you still bet and bet more and $$ lost more... i really donno what to do that time..i admit many times i wannt end this..but when i think back...all i know is you really dote me and i shldnt becos of this and leave you. instead i shld stay by your side and give you support and to get through hard times together... this is what a relationship must have... no matter your partner is sick badly or did something very wrong.. we must forgive, forget n stay at our boyfriend or girlfriend side... this is what i always told myself and so... i slowly accept it and endure it le... off cos there's things like Mahjong all this i at first also don like and not used to it.. but becos i believe you will treat me good in future and so i know its worth it. and thats not the only reason why i love you so much and nv give u up.. another reason is i can be sure you will be a very good husband... maybe not good boyfriend but husband.. becos you love your family.. no matter what had happen to your family... especially those sudden things... $$ things... you sure will try your very best to help and you are a very talented guy. you know everything abit by abit... like paint house... house wiring and so on... whenever i see you sweating doing all this repairing... i always feel so proud of you... really. so this is why my love for you starts to grow each day.. although sometimes you really do things i dislike... but all i don care and it totally no affect me cos everytime after quarrel..i will always think of your good side only and everything will be back to normal.. this is a courage for myself to love you more.
okays so i ended my story...=D i hope you know what im trying to tell you... i donno will you think through it and agree what i said..and i donno if you got listen to the song i tell you de... there's a lyrics saying "你還是有一堆毛病改不掉,拗起來氣得仙女都跳腳,可是人生完美的事太少,我們不能什麼都想要. " cos during the rest period... you always ask me... is this what you want? think first.. so actually in relationship.. not everything we wan we must have. not everything can go our way.. relationship involve you n your partner cannot just think one way... everything we do.. no matter is family.. career or love life.. we are seek to be fair to everyone right? at work you also wish your sir will treat fair to you . like if your senior teach you their way of handling work but you think can do another way which you more comfy... is the same like you cant always think have to go your way.. so u know what i mean?
i can tell you that among all my boyfriends.. you are the only one that i see your manly, your responsible side which i really very proud of it. so after telling you all this... i hope you will open up your heart for me to show you how much i really care for you ... i know there's things you dislikes about me, you must tell me... so that i wont repeat the mistakes or i can try to avoid. if you never tell me i will keep repeat till you cannot stand it and that will affect your love for me.. do you think is fair which i nv get the chance to do better? like you also keep repeating the same things but did i becos of this and really stop loving you? i hope this time you can throw away all the past and look into now de me. not last time de me. if still stay in the past and you still doing the way you treat me in the past .. things will be the same again.. you know what i'm trying to say? to have a relationship is easy... but to maintain a relationship its hard and takes alot alot of time to understand and endure. please ah.... i not rushing or stressing you ah.. think of another way why i will say this to you..just trying to make things better. but if you dont agree what i say then also like that... this is individual thinking. =D
last thing to say is... i wish you never give up on me and also never give up u n to let me proof to you i can and you too. cheers!
PS: Loving you...
(''''),,('''') (''v'') (''''),,('''')
(....... 'o') ''V'' ('o' ...... )
(@)...(@) ..... (@)...(@)
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